Wowww Scorpio Season has been intense!
There have been multiple layers of surrender, over and over.
There have been shadows that have seeped up through the soils of our internal subterranean landscapes and revealed themselves.
It's been a strange and slow reveal but has increased with intensity as the month saunters on. Especially with the help of the third and final Jupiter Pluto conjunction of the year (exact a few days ago) to chaperone us into spaces that cannot be ignored.
Shadows will reveal themselves more, the intensity will rise, but this wave takes us into a shift of energy that will happen in December and 2021 will feel entirely different. It does not mean all of our challenges will be dissolved or go away, we will just be navigating them from a different space.
Mars turned direct yesterday. I don’t know about you, but I have definitely been reacquainted with my ‘inner psycho’ through the retrograde period as anger and frustration have been quick to pull me in their directions, requiring constant attention on 'cooling off’ and grounding before speaking, taking action or making a decision from that place.
Especially around blatant ripoffs and copy of my work as the digital space reveals its shadows of poor boundaries around work ethics. How do we navigate these spaces as a collective when digital facades are so easy to build upon the shoulders of others hard work and ideas? Our ethics ecology is ill, and we can do better.
Personally I’ve navigated some intense spaces in the last few weeks around my own fears of failure and dissatisfaction of how the world currently works.
I’ve always asked the big questions and haven't been afraid to face them. The ones that take you on unforgettable journeys into the fabric of our built reality.
What really is the point of all of this? What is the purpose of being here, having this human experience? The drama, the chatter, the divide, the facades and striving for perfection, lies, greed, and the quest for power.
Looking at large epochs of time we seem to repeat the same things over, just through a different means. What does it take to really evolve?
We have to go into the forgotten caves of ourselves and our constructs to dig out the rotten roots to create space for new ones to take hold. Individually and collectively.
Some of the darkest moments of my life have produced the most incredible clarity. The deepest wisdom has welled up from the murkiest holes I found myself in, when it all boils down to, 'what is the POINT of this?'
There are many answers that well up in each of us to these types of questions, but recently it came in strong.
TO LEARN TO LOVE.
So simple. So profound.
And as obvious as that sounds, and as frequent a discovery of that answer in my internal universe, it was loud and clear and landed as powerfully as the first time hearing it.
One of the purposes of being incarnated in this time, in this body - as a soul on an adventure from somewhere else, is to learn to love.
To learn love in all of it, the good, the bad, the ugly. To honour being human.
To love through our errors, and our differences.
To love through the divide, even it's a canyon.
To melt in complete surrender, to love.
The deepest of new moon blessings to you.